This morning when I woke up I noticed I was having some very light, faint pink spotting. We are talking clearish light pink. Last night I did notice some minor abdominal aches and cramps while I was making dinner.
I don’t really know what this means or if it is the beginnings of a miscarriage, I probably spoke too soon with my last post huh? I am pretty exhausted and have been curling up on the futon all morning resting and worrying. It is too late to be implantation spotting. I could be passing another cyst but I am not sure if it is possible while pregnant.
Everything we read talks about how many early miscarriages are usually attributed to chromosomal defects and that they often cannot be stopped. So I am just waiting it out on the futon, besides we don’t have a doctor or insurance coverage right now anyway.
Part of me wants to run around and keep busy so that I am not worrying. I vacuumed the house this morning until the vacuum beater belt broke. The other part of me just wants to crawl in to a hole and die. Now I am back on the futon resting and will try to relax for the rest of the day if I can stand it.
Hopefully the spotting does not turn in to full on bleeding and it stops. I’ll keep you posted as things progress.