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My eyes are leaking! Help…

My eyes are leaking! Help…

I am not a crier, many of you already know this. I have never been an overly emotional girl, I grew up the oldest with two younger brothers.

Being girly hasn’t ever been my thing. I preferred to play in the mud and fist fight. I have been known to cry at some funerals, during a breakup and if I really hurt myself (aka need stitches).

Crying during a sad move, when someone hurts my feelings or when I am having a bad day just doesn’t happen in my house. N says I should cry more but I can’t I usually go straight to mad, I skip the sad stage all together.

So, you can imagine my surprise when I cried at the end of a Texas football movie and again when N said it would be fun if my boobs were bigger. Something insane is going on with me, I am emotional!

Help, my eyes are leaking and I don’t understand.

Oh, don’t go getting mad about N wanting bigger boobs N’s boob comment, it’s not his fault. I have boob insecurities and brought it up he was just remarking that it would be fun but that he likes them the way they are. Then my mind went from small boobs to he is going to leave me once we move to Indiana and I’ll be stranded and all alone. You know the typical emotional woman thought process… it is just so unlike me.

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  • T~ You are under a lot of stress right now…. and I am sure that you are tired. Both of those things – mixed with hormonal cycles – you will cry… enjoy the release! And, I have met N and he LOVES you to pieces JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! Your boobs are not who YOU are! He never came across to me as a shallow guy. I think he was trying to get you to smile, but it was the wrong timing 🙂 But I bet that it came from his heart. An inconsiderate neighbor doing something so rude was probably like the straw on the camel’s back for you. I will miss knowing that you are just there on the other side of town, but I am, also, very excited for you and N because you are both about to begin a very wonderful adventure – TOGETHER!

    August 12, 2008 at 5:42 pm
  • You are allowed to be hormonal – holy crap. After all these moving preparations it’s almost the same as “nesting” when someone’s pregnant. Hmmm? Could it that since you were too busy to be fretting over getting pregnant? Any chance?

    August 12, 2008 at 7:38 pm
  • That should say “could it BE that since…”

    August 12, 2008 at 7:39 pm
  • trust me.. you really dont want bigger boobs. my 15 year old will attest to that and also give you some if you want! 🙂

    I agree about the stress… hope you feel better soon.

    Just Beachys last blog post..Very Frustrating! Very.

    August 12, 2008 at 7:40 pm
  • I agree….stress makes you act in ways you normally don’t. Now that the move is so close, you are just starting to react naturally. It will lessen and you will return to dry eyes. (hugs)

    Beckys last blog post..It’s My Party and I’ll Cry if I Want To

    August 12, 2008 at 7:53 pm
  • Let it go, sister! Don’t apologize for emotions running high right now. Look at where you are and where you’re headed! You kind of deserve a little release.

    Just Beachy’s right about the boobs. Small boobs never droop. NEVER. They’re always perfect and perky and right where they’ve always been. End of story.

    Hyphen Mamas last blog post..****CAUTION –BORING POST AHEAD****

    August 12, 2008 at 9:15 pm
  • I know I know..pick me!

    You are fricking stressed out!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hello you are moving!!!!!!!!!

    You can cry at whatever you want too.

    mps last blog post..The Wind In Your Vagina – Must Read Blog

    August 13, 2008 at 4:28 pm
  • Repeat after me:

    My breasts are lovely

    My breasts bring me pleasure

    I will stop worrying about the size of my breasts.

    (Repeat as needed.)

    missburrowss last blog post..Don’t delay gratification

    August 18, 2008 at 6:50 pm

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