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My eyes are leaking! Help…

I am not a crier, many of you already know this. I have never been an overly emotional girl, I grew up the oldest with two younger brothers.

Being girly hasn’t ever been my thing. I preferred to play in the mud and fist fight. I have been known to cry at some funerals, during a breakup and if I really hurt myself (aka need stitches).

Crying during a sad move, when someone hurts my feelings or when I am having a bad day just doesn’t happen in my house. N says I should cry more but I can’t I usually go straight to mad, I skip the sad stage all together.

So, you can imagine my surprise when I cried at the end of a Texas football movie and again when N said it would be fun if my boobs were bigger. Something insane is going on with me, I am emotional!

Help, my eyes are leaking and I don’t understand.

Oh, don’t go getting mad about N wanting bigger boobs N’s boob comment, it’s not his fault. I have boob insecurities and brought it up he was just remarking that it would be fun but that he likes them the way they are. Then my mind went from small boobs to he is going to leave me once we move to Indiana and I’ll be stranded and all alone. You know the typical emotional woman thought process… it is just so unlike me.

<p>A city girl turned farmer. Yes women do farm ;) Owner and operator of direct to consumer, Ryder Family Farm in Southern Illinois.<br /> Wearing many hats I'm also a mother to 3, a wife, a yogi, a farmer, a 4-H & Girl Scout leader & hospitality manager.</p>

0 thoughts on “My eyes are leaking! Help…

  1. T~ You are under a lot of stress right now…. and I am sure that you are tired. Both of those things – mixed with hormonal cycles – you will cry… enjoy the release! And, I have met N and he LOVES you to pieces JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! Your boobs are not who YOU are! He never came across to me as a shallow guy. I think he was trying to get you to smile, but it was the wrong timing 🙂 But I bet that it came from his heart. An inconsiderate neighbor doing something so rude was probably like the straw on the camel’s back for you. I will miss knowing that you are just there on the other side of town, but I am, also, very excited for you and N because you are both about to begin a very wonderful adventure – TOGETHER!

  2. You are allowed to be hormonal – holy crap. After all these moving preparations it’s almost the same as “nesting” when someone’s pregnant. Hmmm? Could it that since you were too busy to be fretting over getting pregnant? Any chance?

  3. Let it go, sister! Don’t apologize for emotions running high right now. Look at where you are and where you’re headed! You kind of deserve a little release.

    Just Beachy’s right about the boobs. Small boobs never droop. NEVER. They’re always perfect and perky and right where they’ve always been. End of story.

    Hyphen Mamas last blog post..****CAUTION –BORING POST AHEAD****

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